I been hurt badly :'(

__wat a heavy rain...but I like it...
__todae...todae.....
__I nvr 4get today :'(
__I admit tat I was wrong cox Dint talk wiv u guys..
__beocx of My family.. Im fkin tired...so x say anythg...
__and I see u guys laf so happi.. so wat I owes thk is...
__why u all can laf y i cant? ...
__all I can do Is force myself try to alk wiv try to talk wiv them!
__Bt I cnt.. I dint hav tat mood...and I duno wan start wiv wat topic...
__but u guys care bout me.. just owes ask me wat happen to u?
__how I goin to ans u guys?
__My mum wanna us to leave kuching...My dad stil dunwan chg hisself 4rom doin tat dirty stuff..And Im sick..and I watching u guys wiv a tired and wet eye...
__so how i goin to tell u all? .. I just can say nth..nth..nth...
__tats y.. I say u all see me like invisible pple....
__after ask me wat happen to u?thn nth else to say le...
__is it wrong to say nth?... is it wrong dunwan go in claz cx of I scare alone?:')
__well .. wat I wanna say is Im sorry...I rili sorry 4 wt I do ...
__ask me one more time "wat happen to eu?"
__I will ans u guys"I scare alone,my family gt problem..sorry 4 dnt hiu u guys.. ya im wrong.. im useless pple tat u guys not suppose to fren wiv"
__Is it im true?..:')
__last year..got 1 gul..wrt on her wall..say..
__she were vry regret to noe ths kind of pple/fren...
__till now .. I cant 4get wat she wrt..
__wat to say.. she ever is my bez fren :')
__ths year My bez fren is two gul name colleen and suk fern :')
__now .. the gul name colleen leave me alone ...x care bout me..
__yea... she kind.. but.. I still duno... wat kind of a gul was she.. sumpple ask me dun to trust her..sumpple ask me dun owes 4giv her... the group of sumpple is the who tat nw gd n happi wiv her..
__yea.. best fren..u and her and her and him and him and her and her... best fren 4ever...
__the fren list doesnt hav my name:)
__Aww.. till now I still cnt understand wat call fren ..
__nw just left a gul name suk fern comfort me..
__whr were d else?
__thy gone... happiness just 4 awhile...
__who most lonely?let say... me?..
__nah... I gt suk fern n dear :')
__thy nvr leave me :') no matter wat thyy owes care bout me..no topic oso will pei me :')ths wat I want :')
__coz of scare lonely..I dunwan go bak claz..he just pei me ...
__thn.. teok red card/.\
__mlm tcher .. ur face arh I feel wanna slap u !/.\
__we dnt do anythg we just sit togather but far 5cm lah..
__we dnt hold hand in skul.. we dnt kiss or hug in claz...
__so y u all so kepo for catch us even just ponteng 1 time?ask the dog fk u asshole!!!(I mean it!!!)
__CHONG ROU TING !!!!!!! Dun u thk tat u vry smart 4 betray me!!
__thk you for tell tcher tat I pakto :) and ask tcher take my bag!!
__Oh Yeah I hate you babe!!wat u do U will get a vry vry nice body gloves 1 day!!
__just wait and see!! diao ni ma arh!!简直就是妖生的!妖她妈的!!(sorry for saying teok ur mum:)cox u betray me 1st)
__gosh more i wrt more the tear I drop..
__more I on FB more more the tear i drop...
__BTW SORRY ALL :')